So I have no idea what I want to do and where I want to go from here. I just went down to base to get my separation papers and its all starting to feel real. I really want to move back down to CA and get a full time job, go back to school and be with my family. But then again its soo expensive out there and I dont want to be struggling. Also here in Jacksonville there are like no full time jobs and so its hard here too. I go back and fourth everyday but I just cant figure out a decision to make. I dont want to make the wrong decision. I dont want to hurt anyone either. Ugh hopefully soon I will figure my life out.