I didnt think working off of one income would be this hard. We have a budget, I make his lunch, we barely go out anymore. Where the hell is all of our money? I had a melt down today and I still cant stop crying. I havent been working because no one will hire me with being almost 7 months pregnant. I actually tried, went on several interviews and got nothing. Not even part time! I am starting to freak out because we have a baby due in the next 2 1/2 months and we have nothing in our savings like we had hoped. We dont have our own place right now and doesnt look like we will by the time the baby will arrive!
I was hoping to have some money saved up, and have a place by March or April at the latest but that doesnt look like it is going to happen. I just do not know what to do anymore. I made us a budget, and that seems to not be working. Next step is to be saving all our receipts to see where it all goes. My medical got screwed up so now I have to fix that and now I might not be able to go to my next dr's appointment until it is fixed. Why is everything bad happening for me with it being so close to delivering? I cant handle this stress right now. I am supposed to be starting school but I dont even know if we can afford the books! Ugh I just want to curl up into a ball cry and never stop. But what good is that going to do any?
I really didnt think it would be this hard.