I am starting to get my new life started and it is harder then I thought. I am saving money so if anything happens I always have a way home. I would really love to go back to California but it is expensive and I dont know if there are any jobs. I have amazing friends that I could stay with until I get on my feet which I am so thankful for. I just need to figure out where I want to go in life and where I want to live. I know no matter where I end up, I will be okay and land on my feet. I have an amazing support system, my amazing famiily and friends.