Starting to feel like

the holidays finally! I cant believe how much time has flew this year.

And the fact that in about 2 days I will be twenty weeks pregnant.
and only eight more weeks till my third trimester!

I am secretly freaking out cause it is one step closer to delivery

and I am scared crapless to go into labor.

I am afraid of the un-known and this is a big unknown for me.

What runs through my head is; can I handle the pain? am I going to have to have an emergency c section?

am I going to be able to breastfeed like I want to? 

will I take the drugs once I am in labor?

will my bladder disease start to act up once in labor?

I am really scared but so ready to meet Reagan.

So here are some pictures of the house, all ready for the holidays.

Well minus the tree, that is coming this week, yay!!

Hope you all had a great weekend! 

New week, new adventures :)

Oh and I am finally getting enrolled in school for nursing! :)