October!

Where does the time go? I have been waiting for this month because then I will be 3 months along in 2 weeks! Woo Hoo! Hopefully that means my morning sickness will be forever gone. Its been a rough almost 3 months but I wouldn't change it for the world. A lot has changed in these 3 months but I feel like I am finding myself again, and truly learning how to depend on myself and only myself. The father of my child did leave me but is going to be there for the child. It hurt at first because how could he be there for the child but not me? I have now come to copes with it and I am just relieved he is going to be there for his child. Lets just hope he sticks to his word this time.

I used to have so many questions and what if's for the father of my child. Now that I am doing this pregnancy by myself, I am no longer caring about my needs or wants. It is all about my child, and if I am making all the right decisions for her/his future. So far I believe that I am. Has much as I want to not speak to the "sperm donor" haha he has a right to be in her/his life and I want my child to have a father. I just really hope he is the type of father his children can rely on and trust.

I already have my bassinet and pack and play! A girl at work is giving me another pack and play, 3 tubs of baby clothes and more baby stuff. I am so blessed to have people in my life that are willing to help me out so much. And I already have 2 of my friends planning baby showers for me haha I am going to be overloaded with things for this baby. :)

Well it is Saturday and there is a baby convention going on in Austin so I think I might go to that. Or go take a hike near  the lake with my dog for some fresh air and exercise.

Hope you all have a wonderful and great Saturday!

Wendesday Thoughts

I know I know, I havent posted for a while and I miss it! Let me tell you being pregnant and trying to join the blogger world, and work full time is not an easy job! I feel like my blog is very plain and yucky so this week/weekend I will be updating it to give it flare and sassy-ness!

Finally I feel like I am getting back to my old self. The morning sickness started on the dot right at 6 weeks, got worse at 8 1/2 weeks and now that I am 10 weeks (today) it seems to be giving up a tad! *Knock on wood* 81/2 weeks till now was really bad, where the baby would not let me keep down anything. I didnt think the first 3 months was going to be this hard! I dont know how some women have multiple children. I feel like a big wuss lol. Seems like once I stopped taking the Zofran and prenatels I have felt 10x better. I know I shouldnt stop taking the vitamins but I think that is what is making me sick. I think I will go get the flinstone vitamins and folic acid and see if that helps.

This Saturday they are having a baby expo here in Austin and I think I am going to go. It looks super fun, and free giveaways cant beat that! Plus it will be the highlight of my weekend, since I barely have left the house with this sickness. And then maybe I can meet some young expecting moms too, and learn more about the right baby products I need to get for my child.

In October I am going back home (California) to visit and go to a wedding. I am super excited but then again nervous to fly because I used to take sleeping pills so I could sleep through the flights but this time I cant. So I have no idea what I am going to do. What if I get sick on the plane? Haha Iswear I freak over things that probably will never happen. I miss California very much and all my family and friends out there too! I feel like that is where I am supposed to be but then again I love being in Texas. We will see what happens in the future, you never know I might just end up back in California. :)

Well I hope to become back blogging full time now that I feel much better. I hope I'm not jinxing myself. :) Happy Wednesday everyone!