Showing posts with label Music. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Music. Show all posts

Jan 12, 2011

twenty five ♥


Here I am twenty five weeks along.
In fifteen short weeks I get to hold my beautiful baby!
It still seems so far away but I know its right around the corner.
I try talking to her as  much as possible but its weird to talk to my belly.
Found out she loves country music as much as I do :)



My tummy gets hard a lot which come to find out is braxton hicks contractions.
It happens after I eat, when I need to pee and when I stand for too long.
It hurts my ribs :( I feel like an elephant is sitting on them
Other then that baby and I are doing wonderfully!
One more 4 week appt. then I start going every 2 weeks!
I cant wait for that :)
Happy Wednesday ya'll!


Oct 8, 2010

Hormones or Feelings?

Lately I cant tell if it has been hormones or feelings when I get sad, but I am pretty sure this time it is feelings. This is going to be a "vague" post with no names or any specifics but I just need to get this out. What I am going through is a mind-blowing  horrible thing I am going through! I never thought this would ever happen to me. I dont think I am strong enough to handle all of these emotions. Reality hit me in the gut heart today and all I can think about is that! I feel like I cant breathe or work because it has consumed my whole mind. I am being SUCH a girl, because if this happened to a guy they wouldnt think twice about it! Sometimes I wish I was a boy so I could just not care about anything. Here is a video I think is a great thing Beyonce did, its so true!